tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post8507535071278262551..comments2023-11-05T01:13:16.257-08:00Comments on Cancer Banter: A Deep Dream LifeSusan Chttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12178330935523896363noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-43600076150710278142009-05-14T23:08:00.000-07:002009-05-14T23:08:00.000-07:00This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-72119137308275077292007-11-20T09:46:00.000-08:002007-11-20T09:46:00.000-08:00Hi Susan,I had a funny dream about you last night....Hi Susan,<BR/><BR/>I had a funny dream about you last night. <BR/><BR/>We were returning from somewhere (I know not where), and you were driving (not your Prius, more like a Chrysler LeBaron). We turned right onto a street that appeared to be in downtown LA. The road was under construction -- it was covered with gravel and men were working at various points along the road. But the road was open to traffic, and other drivers were slowly working their way down the street. But we just barreled on down at full speed, and workmen were yelling at us and dodging our car. No one got hurt, and we made it safely to our destination, some undefined location in Sierra Madre where we ordered coffee. They had two varieties of gourmet coffee, and you asked me which one I wanted.<BR/><BR/>That was it. My dream was not morphine-induced -- could it have been the glass of Sutter Home white zin?<BR/><BR/>Take care,<BR/>Barbara F.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-15413206639948459392007-11-16T22:36:00.000-08:002007-11-16T22:36:00.000-08:00Mary ~ vegan sushi? Now I've heard it all!! lol ...Mary ~ vegan sushi? Now I've heard it all!! lol ~in a good natured way!<BR/><BR/>TaraAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-61796480672174063052007-11-16T22:34:00.000-08:002007-11-16T22:34:00.000-08:00Susan, yes, morphine has an afterlife, and it's te...Susan, yes, morphine has an afterlife, and it's terrible, but diminishing. You can expect to have those whacked-out dreams for another 4 or so days after you're off it. <BR/><BR/>The alternate reality affect with me was horrid. I would make people hold my hand constantly ( mom held it all night one night) so I could squeeze her hand to get out of the hallucination. In the middle of my terror, I'd squeeze their hand hard enough to "wake" me up. Only then could I snap out of it. I guess this went on several times an hour the entire time I was on it. <BR/><BR/>Then milder after shocks lasted several days, but I was also on different pain drugs then. The next pain drugs made my heart stop. Just a few beats a minute were missing, but scary enough. Ugh. May it be never again! <BR/><BR/>TaraAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-15900779079814361782007-11-16T19:34:00.000-08:002007-11-16T19:34:00.000-08:00Once I dreamed that I was eating donuts. When I w...Once I dreamed that I was eating donuts. When I woke up I had this horrible feeling of regret. I wondered: what if I eat donuts in my dreams every night -- and I don't even know it. What kind of wonderful life am I living out in my subconscious that I am completely unaware of? What if my dream life is more satisfying than my real life.Margarethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08668487489667818687noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-24875127630978541902007-11-16T18:23:00.000-08:002007-11-16T18:23:00.000-08:00Ahh, another rare moment when my energy level and ...Ahh, another rare moment when my energy level and server are in sync!<BR/><BR/>Karen, remind me to to tell you about my further "hullications" when you come to visit.<BR/><BR/>Mrs. Duck, I haven't read Murakami, but I have Gail Tsukiyami's latest book sitting in my night stand. When I can read more than two consecutive sentences, I hope to finish (or at least start) it.<BR/><BR/>Suze, I completely forgot about your nocturnal antics in college! You were highly open to the power of suggestion, and Mare and I would take advantage of it by leading you to the water fountain and telling you the H2O was cherry flavored that night. You lapped it up!Susan Chttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12178330935523896363noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-31476234346773326002007-11-16T16:25:00.000-08:002007-11-16T16:25:00.000-08:00Gosh! I have wild, vivid dreams and I am NOT on mo...Gosh! I have wild, vivid dreams and I am NOT on morphine or anything else...SCARY! My kids can even carry on conversations with me while I am asleep...I wonder what that means? LOL I love hearing about your dreams, Susan...they are a laugh riot! Love you and be well...SuzeAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-62079739802238693302007-11-16T10:49:00.000-08:002007-11-16T10:49:00.000-08:00While Bobby was in ICU at Pitt Med Center, recover...While Bobby was in ICU at Pitt Med Center, recovering from the car wreck, he told me he was having wild, vivid dreams. Yes, you guessed it, he was also on morphine.Piper Roberthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01550302409821659475noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-45325166097530434062007-11-16T10:39:00.000-08:002007-11-16T10:39:00.000-08:00Sounds like opium. But, of course, morphine is an...Sounds like opium. But, of course, morphine is an opiate. I had morphine after both my c-sections (but never again, because I had a terrible allergic reaction after the morphine with the second c-section), but I don't recall any weird dreams --- only a strange sense of disassociation as the nurses and doctors asked me questions like "Is that a sunburn" (the allergic reaction included a bright red full body rash) and "Can you still breathe OK?") <BR/><BR/>Maybe the dreams are induced by drug-combinations?<BR/><BR/>Or maybe not. As I recall from Long Day's Journey into Night, the mother (who was a morphine addict) was often rambling on in a sort of dream state. <BR/><BR/>The Japan connection is certainly interesting. Have you read any books by Murakami? They are full of events that sound like your and Ann's morphine dreams. And, of course, they all happen in Japan. But, then, Murakami lives in Japan.Mrs. Duckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01289957466783280605noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-950183600425806142007-11-16T09:55:00.000-08:002007-11-16T09:55:00.000-08:00Ann, I just realized: What's with the wierd Japan-...Ann, I just realized: What's with the wierd Japan-related dreams. I reread your comment about the Tokyo high-rise.Susan Chttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12178330935523896363noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-27765083293167661222007-11-16T09:53:00.000-08:002007-11-16T09:53:00.000-08:00Ann, I'm relieved to hear that I'm not the only on...Ann, I'm relieved to hear that I'm not the only one who's experienced these wild chemo dreams (although the one with the Japanese boys was really fun).<BR/><BR/>Tara, Did you find that the morphine has an after life? While on it, I exprerienced similar ceiling episodes, but last night I had the freakiest dreams - more like hallucinations. I would shut my eyes for seconds, have a scary episode, scream an utterly SILENT scream and then wake up. This must have happened ten times last night. <BR/><BR/>Barbara, Are you thinking of the cute-meet-panty-hose episode? If not, you'll have to email me offline.<BR/><BR/>Mary, I have a double challenge with the sushi: no raw fish AND low bacteria, which means that everything has to be cooked, including the veggies. I love the crunch and spice that pickled carrots and daikon add, but those are out. But seaweed and sushi rice are still OK. (Just no food from out of hosptial for a while.)Susan Chttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12178330935523896363noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-12481053344798314432007-11-16T09:34:00.000-08:002007-11-16T09:34:00.000-08:00Susan, WE can play with miso paste and tofu..and s...Susan, WE can play with miso paste and tofu..and seaweed and sesame<BR/>seeds we can make some vegan style sushi..get that sticky rice hit<BR/>the spot feeling. and put some inmitaiton shredded crab on the rice.. I'm thinking of way to create the feel and taste of sushi<BR/><BR/>MaryAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-63356651554421095042007-11-16T08:15:00.000-08:002007-11-16T08:15:00.000-08:00That's hilarious Susan, although I'm sure it's not...That's hilarious Susan, although I'm sure it's not so much fun when you're experiencing it.<BR/><BR/>A dear friend of ours was in a serious car accident years ago and when we went to visit him at the hospital he couldn't remember anything about the crash and didn't want to talk about it. He regaled us for more than an hour, however, telling us in great detail about all the weird, vivid dreams he'd been having!<BR/><BR/>I bet morphine was the culprit there, too. I'll have to ask him next time I see him if he knows what they gave him for pain.<BR/><BR/>Glad you are at least able to blog. Hey, did you see Dr. Forman on TV last night?! Tell him he's a hero.Karenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17451652843448766614noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-70972414213811385732007-11-16T04:54:00.000-08:002007-11-16T04:54:00.000-08:00Morphine will do that to you. I had to have it fo...Morphine will do that to you. I had to have it for several days and I was riddled with nightmares of psychotic people trying to kill my kids. And as you experienced, it feels all too real. <BR/><BR/>Then I saw ornate ceilings from a palace I visited in Europe slowly drifting down to where I thought I could touch it. I hear it was entertaining to listen to me babble about it for HOURS. <BR/><BR/>Your brother is right, this will make for some good stories later. <BR/><BR/>May you be morphine free the rest of you life!! <BR/><BR/>TaraAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-34247490422987715152007-11-15T21:11:00.000-08:002007-11-15T21:11:00.000-08:00I think the part about the panty hose having no fe...I think the part about the panty hose having no feet harkens back to another milestone moment in your life. Or at least the panty hose part. I am so glad you're moving forward with the treatments and have the energy to describe your chemo dreams so we can all share them. BarbaraAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18355326977935582850noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-32758464739659207102007-11-15T20:56:00.000-08:002007-11-15T20:56:00.000-08:00I kept having strange dreams, too. The last time ...I kept having strange dreams, too. The last time I was in the hospital, I dreamt that I worked at the information desk in a tokyo high-rise and the fire alarm was going off. I woke up in the "public" bathroom three doors down from my room clutching my IV pole. Apparently, I snuck past the nurses station and managed to be so quiet, Chris slept right through it. Those drugs can do some very crazy things to your psyche. Don't fret about the chemo brain, just sit back and focus on getting better. Chris and I are rooting for you.Annhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16214868698905207283noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-79786475922293507292007-11-15T17:14:00.000-08:002007-11-15T17:14:00.000-08:00Piper, you're right. I usually share my dreams ind...Piper, you're right. I usually share my dreams individually, not on a blog.Susan Chttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12178330935523896363noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-17640855164665125982007-11-15T16:26:00.000-08:002007-11-15T16:26:00.000-08:00You know, when you're all healed and you go back a...You know, when you're all healed and you go back and read your posts, you're going to laugh like a six year old. Keep us posted on the dream thing.<BR/><BR/>I thank the Lord you're on your way back. Love ya!!!Piper Roberthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01550302409821659475noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110153203470551170.post-49624912340051988972007-11-15T15:46:00.000-08:002007-11-15T15:46:00.000-08:00Ah, that's my girl - A day tripper!Ah, that's my girl - A day tripper!SAMO Callinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02361069170674792269noreply@blogger.com